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Where to even begin....Its been over a decade since I made this profile. I was literally barely a teenager just getting into sonic. Now I'm 24. I have a job. My own apartment. I even have a partner currently going on nearly 4 years.


I honestly look back here occasionally and cringe a little; its obvious I was a little teenage girl obsessed with sonic and honestly a bit lonely. In real life I was a major introvert and had a lot of undiagnosed problems going on. A lot of people around me didn't understand and just took me as someone uncaring at some points. It's not perfect now, but it's a lot better. I have a better support system and more medical help.


Even with how silly I feel looking back here, I also see that I had people who genuinely enjoyed my work. It may not have been millions, but there were people who liked what I did. And I really appreciate it.


I of course still love the sonic series; its how I met my partner after all! I've moved out to a lot of other things though; like Mega Man, Vocaloid, CookieRun, and a lot more! I've been wondering for a bit if I should even come back here at all, but I find myself going over my old stories again and again.


And to be quite frank, a part of me wants to not only rework those again, but maybe even continue the series.


I would want to rework everything; even down to headcannons and world building stuff. I did just combine a lot of what I liked into one thing and I want things to be more original hah


It's still in the air, but I figured it would be nice to post this out for anyone who was ever wondering; I am okay, and happy!

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(Ineedtostopgoingonsuperlonghiatus')

So...I've been gone for a while. Again. And this time, well, I was gone for quite a few reasons. One was simply because I lost interest in this site for a long time. The rest was very personal problems, which I really don't want to go into, only because most of said problems are being resolved now, so there'd be no point to fuss over them.

I'm currently in the process of moving, so I'll be gone for a bit towards late this month/early next month. I'll do my best to stay on, and I'll try not to be off for too long while I'm moving once we find a house.

As I said in my last journal, I've gotten into the Megaman series, and I have been for a year now. I've even grown to love some of the characters (coughelecmancough), and I've gotten into other series, like Steven Universe, FNAF, FNAB, and so on. I still like the Sonic series, I'm just not as into it as I once was.

I'll also be posting some of the art I've done for the past year or so, so be on the lookout for that! Most of it is of Elecman, just to let you know ^^ (Elecisforevermyhusband)
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Oh boy.....time for some serious explaining.

For starters, no, this does not mean I'm leaving deviantart. I'm still going to remain here and continue to post. However, as seen by the title of this journal, I won't be continuing my Sonic stories. Now, why, you ask? I'm a bit sad to say this, but.....I don't believe I'm as into the Sonic fandom as much as I used to be.

Now, NO, this does not mean I hate the Sonic series, because I don't. However, I just don't find the series as entertaining anymore. It IS still a bit fun, but I just don't feel as into to the series as I once was. I realized this a few weeks ago, so I'm still adjusting a bit to my change in opinion.

However.......I DO have a new fanfiction series I may do. I only say "maybe" right now because it's still in the planning stages. This is actually another reason I'm posting this; I....actually got into a new video game series.

MegaMan.

Yes, MegaMan. Capcom's "blue bomber".

Now, I'll explain my ideas for my fanfiction series; I plan to combine MegaMan; Powered Up, the Classic series, and the Archie comics universe. And if you know me well, yes, I plan to have myself put into the story, but I'll be a robot master, as to fit into the series. I'll be sure to post a bio for myself soon once I figure out how I want my series to go.

Again, I DO NOT HATE the Sonic series. I just feel I'm being unfair if I continue to work on something I'm not truly committed to. The same goes for any series I may write about; if I'm not committed, I stop. This is something I do for FUN. It should not have to be stress-inducing.

I'll try to have my new series planned out soon, as to make up for this news. Also....I did get back into drawing a bit. If any of you would be interested, would you like to see what I have drawn so far...?
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So I've been getting some comments asking me why I'm not and asking if I've died. I totally wasn't aware that I've been gone for so long again XD

No, I'm not dead. There's actually two main reasons why I haven't been on since my last journal;

The first reason I haven't been on is because, well, I've been playing Sonic Lost World on my Wii U and 3DS (XD). That being the case, I've been trying to beat the game on my 3DS, and after many hours of raging and looking up walkthoughs, I managed to beat normal mode, collect all 7 chaos emeralds, and I recently beat hard mode. Now, I just have to collect all the red rings in normal mode, beat the extra zones, and upgrade tails' lab up to level 5. In the process, I raged at the game. A LOT. I ended up making a small crack INSIDE one of the corners on the top screen's casing in my rage. No, I have no clue how I managed to crack the INSIDE of the casing. I guess my raging nerd side can be deadly XD

The second reason I haven't been on is because I've been re-writing my stories, like I said I was doing! It's just.....I've hit writers' block as of now. I'm currently on chapter 8 of my sonic generations story, and, well, trying to re-write a small plot about time-travel by stating reasons WHY they ended up where they did and HOW the Time Eater came to be? Yeah....that's no easy feat for me. I'm slowly making progress though.

I've also been debating if I should make a Sonic Allstars Racing Transformed story. Still not sure yet, but if I do, it'll be right after the events of my Sonic Free Riders story, since I'm planning to make it a cannon 'Sonica' story.

So yeah, don't worry guys! I'm on here, just re-writing my stories like I always do!

 

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Gee, where to start.....I guess I should explain why I've been gone since, what, July? Yeah, I'll just start thereSweating a little... 

So, in July, my piece of cr- I mean, my laptop, conked out. AGAIN. This time, the power cord broke, and I also have to get a new product key, since the one I have apparently doesn't work anymore. I've been using the family computer ever since, and I didn't go on it as much because it was slower than a snail. I recently put google chrome on it though, so it's running a lot smoother. 
:happybounce: 

Now, concerning about the last journal....well, I'll explain what was going on:

Back in August, I went to SacAnime and had TONS of fun! (I promise I'll put up pics soon!) Me, my best friend, and my cousin all had a great time, and even made some new friends. One friend in particular, Matthew, was a blast to hang out with 
I am a dummy! 

And, uh, heh....I sorrta got (and still have) a major crush on him 
Love 

This is the first time I've ever felt this way before....I actually never thought I'd ever feel this way about a guy. I've...had a bit of a rough past, and a LOT of trust issues. So, to actually feel this way about a guy I barely know...yeah, that put me through a bit of an emotional roller coaster
I think I've fainted. 

So, there was another convention a few weeks after SacAnime; Sac-Con. I hung out with Matthew again, but....

I was way too shy and nervous. I mean, c'mon! It's my first crush!

That being the case, I just....couldn't bring myself up to tell him how I feel....and even though there's another Sac-Con in December....I don't know if Matthew will be there.

I don't know if I'll ever see him again.

I don't know much about him; I only know his first name, what he looks like, and how old he is.....but I do know that my feelings for him are real. And I also know that, if I do see Matthew again.....I have to tell him how I feel. I just....I just like him way too much to not tell him....

So....that was why I wasn't here for awhile. Please don't worry, though, I'm feeling MUCH better than I did right after Sac-Con! That's 'cause I've got amazing friends in my life to help me through the pain 
Hug 
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